.Jesus' Hugs.

This morning I woke up, 3hrs prior to my normal wake up time, facing my window to the perfect twilight.
Before I even had time to be annoyed at how early I was awake for what seemed like no reason, I realized, for a quick moment Jesus woke me up just so I could see the perfect color block of the sky line. I am early bird by nature but I am never that early a bird. Not quite sunrise, not quite dawn.  It's a quick and delicate time of day that is easily missed.
I won't even attempt with words to describe the magnificence that I saw.
All I can say is I opened my eyes and my heart overflowed with gratitude so much so that my lips just wouldn't keep quiet.

regardless of what it feels/seems; you are never alone.
hebrews13.5

I love when Jesus hugs me, because it is always in the most subtle ways, but are undeniable. Jesus' hugs are those moments in time when the stars align but for a split second and everything is perfectly tailored to you. Jesus' hugs are when the creator of the universes makes you feel like the only person to have ever existed ever. Like regular hugs, Jesus' hugs don't linger, they are quick, but unlike regular hugs, Jesus' hugs leave a stamp on your psyche so deeply imprinted that you will never forget whose you are.

Those moments of twilight, not quite sunrise, not quite dawn, Jesus woke me up to give me a big bear hug and then gently laid me back to sleep.

I love Jesus, He really gives the best hugs.

Shine Bright.

I never knew how to be happy.

up until yesterday that is.

I'm not sure if this was learned behavior or something innate.

All I knew was that "Happy" was just the calm between the storm.

"happy" never really existed in my life.

up until yesterday that is.

I caught myself soaking up the moment with my family, the sunshine of the day the greenery that went on for miles in wildwood, GA. 

I caught myself smiling for no reason, laughing with whimsy, and I realized a peace of mind that I've never experienced.

I felt help, true happiness, not based on circumstances or possessions.

Not Joy(so keep your jesus juke in your pocket)

Pure, blissful, satisfying, Happiness.

It didn't last very long, but it lasted long enough to leave an impression.

It's no secret that I feel like Life is the worst. I mean, I say it all the time and I genuinely feel like it is. However, I am learning that it doesn't have to be.

Life is either excruciatingly long or shockingly short.

We really don't know which is the case for ourselves.

The Best way to live is to take in every moment for what it is. a moment.

You know bad thing are gonna happen, you know good things will happen. You cannot avoid or anticipate either.

Just ride the wave and take in the breeze. 

one moment at a time.

Certified Fabulous Challenge -- April

Month 3 of the Certified Fab challenge and it's getting a little tougher, but I am excited to keep this up, because I really do feel better about who I am:)

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The First of every month I have dedicated to ME!

A shameless celebration of who God created me to be.

I know from the outside looking in this may seem like a vanity project, but for someone who lives in a perpetual state of self loathing this is a healing process. Trust me;)

Each month I will list 3 different thing about myself that I like, 3 different thing about life that I am grateful for, and 3 insecurities that I have reconciled.

What do I like about myself?

I like my sense of humor.

I like that I am loyal. 

I like that I am giving.

What am I grateful for?

I am grateful that my first Ebook is FINALLY available.

I am grateful for that I got to see and spend time with my Best friend this past month.

I am grateful for my sister.

3 insecurities I have reconciled:

I used to hate that I have hair on my arms and i would seriously shave like everyday, now it's not that big a deal. I still shave but not as incessantly.

I used to not like wearing makeup, because Idk, what I was afraid of, but there was some fear there, now I am pretty much obsessed with lipstick because I love my lips so much!

I used to be insecure about my hands... i didn't like them because they are pretty manly, however, I realized I have too much going on for me to be sitting here hating my hands, they are my tools. I now appreciate them, and the fact that they work.

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