There is nothing else to do...

"Trust the moment"

I keep whispering to myself.

"You are exactly where you need to be, just trust the moment"

It works in slowing down my heart rate.

It works in steadying my breathing.

It doesn't work however, in easing my mind

[@Raedeeohhead]

my mind continues to race.

but not frantically, like in times before when I was working towards being a wunderkind overnight so that by age 25 I could me on Forbes 25 under 25 as an example of why "prayer works".... which it doesn't BTW. and why living outside of the box [quickly] takes you places where others aren't.... which again.... doesn't.

it still races quickly, just 

a little less frantic 

a little less scattered

more like a mature, trusting.... dare i say, Patient race.

Yet, even with this new and enlightened perspective.

This slow and steady Race.

It's really difficult to "trust the moment" when every moment feels monumental.

How do you trust the moment when you feel like every moment feels like you are standing at a perpetual fork in the road? Each moment can take you down any path and lead you anywhere all of which are unknown?

[food for thought by Jon Acuff]

Well Jes, and my dear fun and fabulous friends, all i can say to you is this:

Trust the moment!

because no matter how contrived or even cliche'd it is

You are exactly where you need to be in every moment. You just have to trust.

no matter which road you take, you will be ok.

because the roads do not end.

they evolve.

and your life right now isn't ending, it is evolving.

Go! 

live life.

unapologetically fearless.

DO EPIC STUFF MY FUN & FABULOUS FRIENDS!

Me, Myself & Time.

Today marks exactly 30 days until year 24.

I am both terrified and elated.

My Head is frozen in it's tracks and my heart sings while I talk.

[Celfie Game too strong - @Raedeeohhead]

and while these dihcotomic emotions run rampart.
I wish to be intentional in leaning into the good, and feeding the positive.

And so as an excited and terrified almost 24 year old. I am reminded by the words spoken by an excited and terrified almost 23 year old.

...maybe someone should tell someone that It's gonna be ok.that you don't have to figure it all out. because you won't figure it all out. and in that moment you think you figure it all out, life will remind you that you can't figure it all out. and that contrary to everything inside of you, time is not, after all, running out, that you are precisely where you need to be, who you need to be and why you need to be right now. and that dichotomy of everything that makes you who you are, what you are and why you are, that perfect storm brewing deep within your heart, well that will indeed manifest into something far more beautiful that you could ever think or imagine!(read entire post here)

No matter what life throws our way.

 It will all be ok.

WE will all be ok.