Trust your Anchor.

Yesterday started off offensively horrible.

like a murderous rage filled Jesi Rae roamed around daring someone to cross her, so she could pounce, strike, and lash out.

and it wasn't her own fault, or her own doing that made her so angry and so offended, often times its not her fault, and that fact alone makes the anger deeper and the rage hotter.

and yes, she is familiar with the old adage, "He who angers you, controls you' but for christ's sake..... someone times people just get to you and you feel feelings. She is human and she is better understanding that.

[Photo Credit: Solange Knowles via her Instagram via her 'honey our moon' *Swoon*]

After a few moment of venting, yoga and meditation of gratitude,  her day just got a little better. not necessarily as a direct result of the positive progressed action, but because life is just funny that way. This day didn't call for wallowing, and so she didn't. and just like that it moved on.

moved on to fun and friendship and peace and sanctuary and sabbath and productivity and food. It moved on to love and light and conversation and cocktails and creativity.

It moved on to assurance. to warmth. to conformation.

The day told sweet sweet Jesi Rae, that its ok. she doesn't know what she is doing and she doesn't know where she is heading and it. is. ok.

It affirmed to her, it whispered inside her busy little heart that her soul is anchored in something bigger.

these past years, of questions and tears and suicide attempts and just at the very bottom line, unadulterated misery, have created within her an anchor.

there is no more searching, there is no more wandering. there are far less questions.
there is only this moment and there is only my anchor. there is only trust.

Live in the present moment. experience is for all it has to offer.

Trust in your anchor. bask in the peace and protection it gives.

Namaste.